Laiyne July 4th, 2007

I’m worried about Navane.  I haven’t seen him in weeks.  I know I shouldn’t really be worried, he is more than capible of taking care of himself.  I have a feeling he had some duties to take care of back at the Exodar.  I can’t really ask him to step away from such things just for me.  I understand that we all have duties and obligations.

Obligations… well, that is something I’ve been thinking of often.  As I reached my 50th rank in training I have started to think more and more about becoming a holy priest.  Will I be true to myself and my nature if I follow a Holy Path?  Is it so much that I worry about the path as much as I worry about being responsible for the lives of those who fight with me?  If people die… it will be my fault.  I have found a mentor that will help me, so perhaps he will help me build my confidence.

I’ve also been having these thoughts that, honestly, make me laugh.  I’m wondering if in a duel… could I mind control someone to their death?  Off a cliff or into a pack of savage monsters?  I’ll have to test it out and see.

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