Change
Laiyne August 28th, 2007
It has been a long while since I’ve picked up a pen to write. So many things have happened since an entry has been put into this ledger. I suppose now is a good time to write.
Navane’s absence has taken it’s toll. I don’t think it is so wrong to have lost all hope of his return. To become stronger and not wallow in loneliness has been my goal. I focused on my training and finally arrived in Outland. I have been lucky enough to receive help from several of my guild mates. I am hoping that eventually I will be able to fight by their side, and not behind them. Perhaps this path will lead me to where Elune wants me to be.
Kelandros has been very kind as well, helping me with my first tasks in Zangarmarsh. Teul has been helpful as well and along with Kelandros helped me fund enough money to train on my new mount, Storm. He is a beautiful white saber and seems to go well enough with my features. It’s noteworthy that while we change into shadowform we look the same… what had seemed so pure turns into darkness.
Darkness. Well, now… I met a man in Hellfire recently who told me that I should abandon the dark path I was on and leave it for the path of light. As I stood there he gently but firmly gripped my neck in his hands… and explained to me that as quickly as that, the darkness would take hold of me, changing my person forever. As I calmly stood there I thought of all the choices I had made to get me to this point I realized that this path will not be my undoing. Elune herself has granted me the power and will to use the shadows to further her will. What this man, and many do not know, is that my will has the wisdom of thousands of years. My will can not be broken so easily easily by the path of shadows. I have seen battles and sacrificed much more than just my body… and lived to tell the tale.