Married?
Laiyne September 25th, 2007
Things have been difficult lately for me. Not only difficult but complicated. And, within all of this an old friend of mine came back into my life. Drakenkorin. I was surprised at his intensity at first. He came to help me in Zangarmarsh one day. I was a bit shocked when he kissed me in Underbog. He made it a point from then on to protect me. He asked if I would go with him one day to his favorite place in the world. It was a date. Days later we went to his favorite place in Feralas and I told him my secret. I was prepared for him to walk away. The way he looked at me was so intense that I had to look away from him. He grabbed my hand and offerred himself to me, the sooner the better he said. So that very day we met with Ernaad in the cathedral and were married. He has promised to protect me and love me. I do not question his love or loyalty to me. I believe him, though I know I don’t deserve it. So, now we are looking for a place to call home. We plan on celebrating this weekend and hopefully it will go well. There are still so many things I should tell him but I will wait until the time is right.
Is it wrong for me to so quickly cling to someone? Is it wrong to place your trust in one person fully? Have I not learned my lesson? I blindly gave myself to Malarion and that didn’t turn out very well. Again with Navane and he hasn’t been heard from forever… will the same thing happen with Drake? Am I foolish to give my heart to him and believe he will cherish it? Elune only knows…